welcome to journal entry march 2. I am still trying to get on the internet to upload these journal entries, so in the meantime I feel like I am writing in a void. I suppose this means little to anyone who will be reading this since they will be reading it when it has been unvoided.

I know I sound like a broken record, but it is hard to be so disconnected. I even used webtv today in order to connect to the web for a little while. It is hard even to change servers without already having some connection to the internet--it is certainly hard to make even an informed choice. I even dreamed about the internet last night. My father wanted to use the net, but I couldn't fix it. The not knowing of why I couldn't connect was haunting me. I guess in the old days it is like your tv reception going bad for an inexplicable reason. Impotence with a virtual face.

I finally got connected to the internet, and so as not to push my luck, I will bid adieu here. However, I will write a ps later.

03/02/00 09:20:11 PM