thumbnailwelcome to my so cyber journal entry for march 10-11. Last night I watched the 13th Floor, and I was inspired again by virtual reality and computer themes. Of course, finding these textures for the background helped some too. The background music is from Hackers, which adds to the techno ambience.

Lately I have been thinking about my desirethumbnailto go to graduate school. In my Shakespeare class today, I heard a few women talk about how they teach or are going to teach high school English. I started to think about the benifits of that, and how perhaps graduate school was just a way to avoid growing up. This is especially important when I start thinking about how I am 25, and in the "prime" of my adult years, if not my life.

thumbnailI think the movie last night made me even more contemplative than normal, because it challenged the notion of reality, and how we know our life matters at all. Layer on top of layer of illusion made me think if someone was in a virtual reality, and I was simply a user, what function would I have. I don't think I am a very interesting character. I don't do mysterious things, or lead a fast pace life. There is no danger, other than everyday reality, to encounter or avoid.

thumbnailI am not sure why, but this made me think critically about my life direction. In a way, this movie affected me more than the Matrix did. The Matrix was great philosophical, but the 13th Floor was much more personal for me.

thumbnailOne of the characters in the movie chooses to enter the virtual reality to protect the character in the computer world. Her "real" world crosses over and melds with the imaginary in such a way that death and life become inverted. Everyday characters are simply vehicles for real world users to manipulate, and truth is hidden under a veil except for a few.

go see the movie, and you will see what I mean. And perhaps question your own place in the world.

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Melissa

03/11/00 11:31:07 PM